yantiinq's trying very hard

Tired and helpless.

2012-01-07T03:49:00.000+08:00

Warn you, I'm going to rant here. Fuck off if you're not happy.
I'm so tired. Slept at 4am and woke up at 8am to go to school ytd. Slept at 2 or 3am+ and woke up at 7am+ the day before because class starts at 9 and had band prac at night and daddy can't fetch me. Now is the time for me to sleep and there's sectional at 10am later. I know I'm tired, but I duno why I can't sleep now.. Then suddenly an urge to cry before sleeping, just like just now on the sofa. I feel so helpless, thinking that I have so much things to complete and don't know who to ask for help. Then I realized that the only one who offered help was sihui, but she don't dare to draw the fonts and that I don't have time left already, I have to rush it and get people to write/sign on the magazine. No one can help me, and no other friends offered any help. I felt as if I have no true friends, even the one I was waiting for, did not offer me help at all. In fact, she has been pms-ing quite a lot recently, I dare not ask her for help.

I'm so awake now! How can it be?!
Maybe I have worried too much about the magazines. Hopefully everything turns out fine. Ya, I'm comforting myself. You might think I'm nuts, but these are things that are going through my brain now. So ya, bye.

French horn

2012-01-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hah! Another french horn post again.
I'm craving for Jupitar 952RL Double Horn now.

I went to call Music Gear and Band Concept today, as I'm really free today. However, its also a really wrong day to call them because apparently it's publicly holiday today.. Guess I would have to call tomorrow?

However, it's also a good news because there's still hope for my 'future horn'. Colin told me that the horn I wanted has discontinued actually. But after researching, I see hopes for my horn. I'm kinda happy somehow, and looking forward to tomorrow, which is the day where I can check out the stock and price of the horn.

JARON, Join me soon! :D

Joyanne ♥

Decision for Horn! ;D

2011-12-04T14:04:00.001+08:00

I will be using Yamaha 667, S/N. 004220, for my last concert, and I'm gonna name it 'Last', since it's the last horn for my everything in Poly life. Sorry Frenchiie, Holton H-179 S/N. 673333, for ditching you suddenly and not using you for my last concert. Not that you're no good, indeed you're perfect and super well seasoned, but I wanna try out on another horn with totally different specs see if it suits me better.

As for my future horn, I have thought of a name for you. You shall be called 'Jaron', meaning to sing. Can't wait for you to enter my life, it would be better if you're here now! I love you! :D

YANTING.

SWS Youth exchange with Ai Tong School (3/12/11)

2011-12-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

Today.. Err.. Shall cut the story short, skip to the main part.

Was freaking demoralised today.

The story starts here.. Today's rehearsal, because of the loudness of the band, I increased my dynamics by 2 levels, meaning f, I will play fff. However by doing so, my tone suffered along with my energy, I even screwed my solo for Sky High, and also can't play loud for my low notes, e.g. low C and D. I got frightened by the screwing of the entry of Solo. So during the actual performance, I brought back down the dynamic by 1 level, which is playing ff when it states f. Everything when well until I hear the recording and Sihui told me that my solo totally can't be heard. I felt that my effort is wasted, despite playing louder for the solo when it is written mp on the score. My solo can't be heard! I can't play loud! TT

I have made up my mind, I will practice my fundamentals at home! Will use the embouchure which Colin taught by the time when main band starts practice again. Hopefully, I can dig out some time for it.

YANTING.

Update!! (27/10/11)

2011-10-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiii~ Its been really long ever since I last blog here..
Almost forgot the existence of this blog. Haha! :3
Hmm.. Maybe I shall just voice out my unhappiness with the band for Arts Fest here?

Alright, I swear that I had been practicing damn hard for this Arts Fest. There's a few weeks, I went to self-practice once a week beside 1 day sectionals and 2 days of practices. There's one week, I went to band for 6 days, and 1 other day is because I went to SWS Youth Practice. However, I'm seeing the Percussion section, I won't call them Percussionist because I don't see profession in them, less than 50% of the entire band practices for the Arts Fest. This kind of people totally make people's effort put to waste. Everyone practiced hard for this event, even though its not a major/very important concert. But look at them, everyone can play well as a band without them, but see what happened when they finally started coming to band practices? We screwed. That's the thing that I'm most unhappy with.
Second, I screwed my Theatre Music, Movement II. My tone is horrible, due to the dryness. I'm not performing up to my expectation. I'm quite demoralised by this.
Lastly, Elisha and Qiuting has quitted band. I don't what to say, but I'm just not happy with this. I don't know if I'm sad, angry, disappointed or what.

Lets end this post with a happy note; I will work hard for the coming Rondeau, which is my last concert with the main band. Jiayou Yanting! (:

YANTING,

will improve alot ;)

Anxiety disorder.

2011-06-19T03:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know what's bordering me right now.
Just felt that things are not going the way I want.
My mom's biasness is getting worse than before.
I feel that FYP is a no stress compare to this, although this is not as bad as last time.
But still, I'm feeling some stress, and I have no idea where does it come from.
And for a moment, I've thought of not going band for next week, but I had alrdy promised to take sectionals for the section.
Maybe I'm just feeling too tired for today.

Reminder; Don't reveal too much about your thoughts. Skip lunch as often as possible (not because I'm on a diet, its some other reason).

YANTING

Zzz..

2011-06-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

Today sth happened, and my dad scolded us and threaten that he wanna suicide.
And I think that its all caused by the attitude of her, that makes daddy's piled up stress and anger exploded. Yet she still deny that she's wrong and even scolded him with vulgarities in FACEBOOK! Wouldn't everyone be mislead about her family background this way? Its not like he's abusing her or what. He's just scolding about her laziness! Which is totally true.
She's been showing attitude throughout the day today, and still deny! It all started from this incident afternoon.

Coz I'm hungry, and mummy ask me help buy food. Then i tot sis still sleeping, so i nvr ask her. But mummy tells me that she's awake alrdy, just lying in bed. So i went ask her what she wants, and she say duno, so I replied, "aiya.. later you ownself go and buy"
But then I told mummy if she decided liao then call me to buy.
However, after i finish buying everything, still nvr receive call.. so I call her handphone.
but she didn't pick up, then I suspect she showing attitude liao.
When I reached home, I saw the phone is right beside her only and realising that she didn't talk to me at all. That's when her attitude comes.

Anyway, since you're stalking my blog. I'm telling you this;

My blog has no one reading, that's why I safely use it to vent my anger, feelings and thoughts here.

I had explained myself., is up to you to believe it.

YANTING

I'm so disappointed

2011-05-08T23:18:00.004+08:00

My baby hammies are abused by weiting.

When I just touched the babies, then weiting ask "can touch alrdy uh?"
Then I say "ya".
Then she just carry up 1 baby, then drop it on the floor while standing. Then nvm, but she tried to carry another one, I ask her to sit down and play so that the height isn't that high. Then she dw, then i ask her to put back, then she also dun wan. Until she dropped another one. Then I scolded her like fk!
Then she scold me "ACCIDENTALLY ONE RITE? ALSO NOT MY FAULT! ITS HE OWNSELF CRAWL DOWN ONE! YOU NAG NAG NAG! THE HAMSTER ALSO NOT YOU BUY ONE RIGHT? SO FIERCE FOR WHAT?! SIAO!"
Even if the hamster isn't bought by me, but its still given by my friend rite? And I'm the one who bought the cages and food for them, I'm the one who bathe them and change the beddings for them, right?

This kind of heartless person, still wanna adopt a puppy. PUPPY!
I wonder how she's gonna treat the puppy. Is she gonna throw all the "dirty" stuff to us and just play with the puppy only when she feels like. And when the puppy did something that she doesn't like, is she gonna whack him? She can't even treat a hamster well, how is she gonna adopt a puppy?!

I feel so unsafe to leave the baby hammies at home now. D:

Yanting.

Long time no post.

2011-05-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

Haha, its actually just 2 or 4 weeks since I last post. Not very long ><

Hmm.. I'm planning and going to buy a new mouthpiece cup. It will be PHC 22A, slightly larger bore than both of my current mouthpiece, medium cup depth and its a slightly double-bowl shape cup. Haha, I'm really a shopping queen.
I'd bought a Backpack, 2 Connector rings and a box of straps online last month. Its just like digging a big hole in my own pocket. D:
Hope to receive the products very soon. ):

YANTING.

CCA Fiesta 2011 & him.

2011-04-19T23:58:00.050+08:00

If blogger is never gonna close down, I wanna feel this blog with my feelings over the years, and take them as memories. :)
Today is the 2nd day of CCA Fiesta during my year 3. I took so many unglam pics of my friends today, and even took some pictures of the year 1s registering in our booth, so as to tease them in future :p
1 hour before the fiesta ends, I saw Ez and I was stunned. He's so sparkling! Then the next thing I did is to take out my camera and take a picture of him. I was so happy then, especially when he stared at me for a while and smiled back to me when he saw me laughing/smiling while taking his pic.
After the fiesta end, I kept thinking about him the whole day. Yes, he's my ex. But, why am I thinking of him when he might not even give a shit about me?
I not sure if I like him, but 1 thing that I know for sure is; I'm actually not ready for love.
Somehow, I started to feel/realise that I'm actually not confident about myself. Eversince breaking up with wh, I had nvr look into anyone's eyes like I always did in the past so naturally. Why?! I wanna start building up that courage again! Its actually something so important to me.

This is a song dedicated for him;

[not sure if he'll read this blog of mine]

Yanting.

Its a FINAL CHAPTER!!!!~

2011-03-09T02:00:00.000+08:00

Randoms. Its a song anyway, its not going to be my last post here.. haha!

Yeahhh~ I finally stepped down, and chosen 2 new librarians who seems to be very responsible. I hope they'll communicate a lot, unlike me last time. Most importantly, I had succeeded in getting more budget for library side, thanks to my Jian-ness. HAHA! :x
Other than that, to prevent the 'Single Librarian' Curse to pass down, I'll make sure both of the new dionks know what to do for everything and I will be there to keep track + remind them, like their mother (:

However, in my section, Gary and Qiuyi are starting their attachment soon.. Without them, I'm gonna be exposed! OMG!! I can imagine now, a practice without them, Mr Tan's going to stop conducting many times because of horn section break down :x Aww.. So sad and so embarrassing can?~ Reputation of horn section is gonna drop because of ME! Ahhhhh~ :/ 发疯 uh!
I hope after CCA Fiesta and Band Tune-in, Horn family is going to increase and last till the end. I promise, this time I'll try my best to bond them and love them deep deep no matter how tired or how sick I felt doing so, I will continue. HORN SECTION FTW! ♥

Yanting♥

Regretted

2011-02-25T01:00:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the previous posts. I was really really really depressed, caused all my innocent friends to suffer my anger and still worry 'bout me. Even my SL said something in facebook to comfort me, and my Wife, Qiuyi, blamed herself for my emoness.

I really shouldn't escape the problem by quitting, because doing that is no difference to what Huaiyi did, but to stay on and face the problem instead. Luckily, responsible enough, I hanged on and completed my job. Though I didn't feel any satisfaction or sense of achievement, I'm still quite happy 'cause I managed to finish what I can do and what I need to do within my range. I need to thanks these people for helping me MOST when I really needed it, and they are: "Glenn Lim" and "Qiuyi Tania". The rest who also did help me in a way are: Henry, Eddy, Li Zhi, Jianshen, Sihui, Yvonne Ng, Jiahui and etc..

However, what I regretted most is to threaten my friends by saying that I wanna quit band during year 3 whenever I came across failure. Sorry people, I brought too much trouble for you all and hope you won't take it to heart.

Forever childish,

Yanting.

THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST

Should I?

2011-01-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I complained to my sister about band, and this is what she told me..
"Since you contributed so much for the band, and they don't appreciate it, then just leave the band! You have done enough to achieve the points already, so just quit! Quit and don't care about what the others will say about you after that. Don't care about what will happen to the band either."

Yeah, seriously I really feel that what I did for the band, people just take it for granted. I'm enough of this feeling. No one's gonna make me stay!

Changed?

2011-01-16T02:07:00.004+08:00

Everyone believed my lies.
Like what I said in the post last year, I'm actually really just putting on a happy mask everywhere I go and only remove the mask when I'm with my family.
I prepared a thick layerS of masks before I step into poly.. And this is what I can say..

In class until now:

I realised that the mask I usually put on is slowly disappearing by itself. I don't need it such a thick layers of mask anymore. Behave like how I want it to me, no need for being pessimistic. So relaxing, and not stressful at all.

However, in band until now:

I had always been trying to hold a mask, a happy and noisy mask. However, when I grabbed the librarian post, I somehow let go of my mask and shown everyone my true colours. I'm actually not a someone who laughs loudly and smiles everyday. I wasn't use to laughing loudly at first, but I wanna make friends, that's why I forced myself to learn to laugh. Those laughters were actually fake, I'm not someone who gets amused easily. Now it seems like everyone is complaining about my attitude, because I don't care anymore and I seldom laugh anymore.. What's wrong with not laughing anymore? You mean I can't be myself? Do I really have to do so much for this band? Contribute my time and effort for the scores, going to band every practice and make sure that everyone has their scores.. trying to bond my own section.. And now you all still request me to laugh and smile with all this pressure on me? Do you make laughing, smiling and making band members happy are my job too? Isn't that really too much? I sacrificed my studies for this idiotic band, and no one appreciated. Now still asking for more? Last time always say me too innocent and naive, and even scold me childish. Now I changed so much, trying to change myself for the better, you all still say things like, "I prefer you to be innocent like last time". Do you all seriously think that I'm a robot? Want me change means change? Want me do everything in one go?

Next, my partner in the library department left me with all her job. I have to manage my own jobs, her jobs and my projects. You still want me to think of everyone's feelings before I talk when I have so many problems waiting for me to solve in my mind? Okay, if you all say if I can't think for others before giving a comment. Fine! Then don't say that I'm emo when I don't talk! Or don't say I dao you when you talk to me!

I swear 365days, I haven't taken a break from library or band even when its holidays or study break. I still kept thinking of those library stuff wherever I go, whatever I do. For all these things that I paid off, I only request for people to appreciate my hardwork and not asking for more!

This band seriously had left me with too much sad and unwanted memories. I'm planning to quit after i pass down. Maybe quiting french horn also?

I guess Band just doesn't suit me because which ever band I go, it will end up with bad endings. Lastly, this bunch of friends whom I know in NPCB, I really feel that they had asked too much from me. And this person whom I used to call her 'Bestfriend', she hurt me and I was too pity that I can't forgive her. Maybe I just don't have the fate to have a bestfriend, it always ended up because of a guy that we both liked. These friends, bestfriend and NPCB members, I planned to MIA to them after I step down. I wanted to change my email, change my facebook account, change my number and change my home address to appear MIA to them. I have to apologise to Sihui, Jiahui, Yvonne and Shuning, because they are victims of this group of people that I wanna MIA to, for being a in that group. But they just left me with too much sad memories that I don't wanna keep at all and I'm really very sick of ALL the things that they ask from me.

I'm gonna quit band, gonna quit friends and gonna quit horn. Maybe.

That's all I wanna say. Hopefully when you all read this, I had already left this band successfully.

Yanting,

someone that you probably

don't wanna be friends with.

Stab me please.

2010-12-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

seriously, life's so hard on me in the committee of this stupid band.
I really can't take it anymore, I really wanna just burst out and cry out loud alone in a room, without anyone's concerns. I can't even afford to take a day rest from band, that's how pathetic I am. I really felt like not going band on monday and just rest at home. Take a break from band and make myself feel better.

Some things to remind myself.

2010-11-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

Coming X'mas;
- make a X'mas card for yvonne 'cause she said no one make card for her before. (ask qiuyi wanna join me make anot)
- buy hersheys chocolates for the band [bring during band camp; for x'mas]

Like a real.

2010-11-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

It wouldn't have happened if I rejected her last time.
It wouldn't have happened if I quited it after SIBF.
It wouldn't have happened if I have never join band.
It wouldn't have happened! IT WOULDN'T!!
I'll be enjoying my freedom now!
I'll be enjoying my practices now!
I won't be suffering now!
I won't be stressing now!
I won't be .....

Crying in my heart.

2010-11-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

I hate this feeling. Really I hate it alot.
Why does it turn out to be an unhappy night every band practice day?
I DON'T LIKE THE FEELINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Why? WHY? Why can't they make my life easier?
Why am I so stupid? Why?!
I should had been more selfish.

I'm so tired.
I want chocolates today. I need to numb myself.
Everybody has changed. I don't know the real them anymore.
I don't know the real him anymore.
And I still feel the piece of scar she left on me last time.
I'm feeling helpless.
No one can help me.

People, please do not ask anything about this.
Not even a "Are you fine?"
Appreciated, Thank you very much.

Ahhh..

2010-10-23T14:42:00.006+08:00

“Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.”
- Paul Boese.

I shouldn't be so petty. That's not being me. Sorry to those that I had hurt.
Alright, I forgive everyone/everything and hope that I'm being forgave too. But this will be the last time.

Haiix.. Really, this is the last time.. I'm different from my daddy. My dad is seriously too kind. I won't be contributing forever to something that wouldn't appreciate it. However, I really don't like to see Mr Tan feeling sad and disappointed. I had been seeing him disappointed every practice since the holidays start. I'm going band just to make him a little less disappointed. Hopefully everything would be fine when school starts.

Ya, this is the last time and I bet everything should be fine.

Giving up.

2010-10-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

Really.. After so many incidents, I'm really disappointed with these humans. They're all so selfish. Why can't I be as selfish as them?

Seriously, I'm tired of this band, tired of this section and tired of facing people. I did my max for this band and this section, but no one appreciated it. Maybe its just that I'm not suitable to being a musician.
This is my first time being so sick and tired of band. I hate the lonely and scary feeling of being alone in the section. Is this my life for being pangseh forever? Why do I get pangseh everywhere? Library is one of them. Really, I need a break, a break from facing everything in this band. Though I love my friends there, but I wont go to band practice just because of friends. I have lost my hopes in this band and lost my love for this section. I have no more reasons to psycho myself to band. Now I really wish to quit band, but I don't dare to tell anyone about this. And sorry if this disappoints everyone, but I need a time to be selfish as well. Sorry, if you all can't accept this. Though I know no one would be reading this, but I need a place for myself to voice out my feelings and thoughts. Hate me if you have to.

Sorry.

Yanting.

I don't have a mother.

2010-10-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today, I told my mom that my friends all agreed with me that 'That person' is making use of me. At first, she don't care, but after she found some excuse to scold me, she added this
"为什么你每次都告诉我这些?! 很烦咧!"
She always pick on things to scold me, but she always doesn't when my dad is around. And by say those, she doesn't show concern about me. Does it mean that when somebody used me, it does bother her at all? What if next time I was again used for something else, maybe use me to make money, etc.. She doesn't care at all??
What kind of mother is this?!
Even though everytime she nagged at me, I find her irritating, but at least I didn't tell her straight that she's 烦! And now I'm telling her this, and she scold me 烦?!

Not working, not cooking, everyday watch tv, slack and no other activities alrdy, still couldn't lend a hear for own children to speak out their minds. Seriously, a mother like this is fail.

Suaa.. Next time whatever that happened to me also not her problem, die also not her problem. And she die also not my problem! Stupid bitch. The first woman that I call bitch.

*sorry for the crudity use of words

Yanting.

New Blogskin!

2010-10-12T05:29:00.001+08:00

Omg! My previous blogskin lasted me damn longggg...
Its like 6 months since I last changed? :x

Anyway, this is my new blogskin. I chose this because of the navigation beside. It's so cool! xD

Yanting.

Weird Day (23/9/10)

2010-09-24T04:13:00.001+08:00

Haha. Today I reached school at 4.30pm, planning to settle and clear some library stuff before band practice starts. In the end, I ended up clearing/doing more than I actually planned to and almost forgot about dinner. When I rmb to have my dinner, its alrdy 5.15pm.
Coincidentally, just when I finished those stuff, Mr Tan came in and see whether wad i'm doing. We ended up clearing even more stuff that were left untouched for thousand years(meaning before I took over the position).

Mr Tan really helped me alot. He threw away alot of rubbish that I dare not throw even though I'm a librarian. Haha. He said if I don't throw, I will end up thinking too much about how to settle those rubbish. And so I listened to him. And I realised and Mr Tan is cute at the way he settle things. Thanks Mr Tan for the guidance, I salute you! You really deserve my respect, just like my daddy. :)

At 6pm, We finally cleared about half of those rubbish and Mr Tan, who seems enthusiastic about clear those rubbish, actually wanted to continue clearing, but because I haven't had my dinner, he let me off. Then I sort and gave out scores until about 6.30pm, then I went off for my dinner.

I was damn super $#^%^& hungry at that point of time. HUNGRYYYY!
I went to look for qiuyi and co. in makan place, and yay! Dinner was bought! I don't have to walk, order and wait anymore! Thanks Qiuyi! <3

And I realised, Mr Tan is super cute at the way he settle things. Thanks Mr Tan for the guidance, I salute you! You really deserve my respect, just like my daddy. :)

After that, we all went for band prac. I had a slight backache since after the settling of library stuff, and it affected my posture while playing horn. saded ):

After practice, we, the usual few who goes for supper after prac, went to KAP for supper. Then I realised, dionk was there alrdy. Poor Jianshen. Then we went to nearest busstop to take bus home. Kangrong, Andy and I waited 1 hour for that stupid 171 SMRT Bus and 45mins ride to Northpoint.

During the journey, I slipped twice. First time was beside Kangrong, second time was in front of him, and was damn epic. I slipped and hit my toes. I gave a 'AHHH!' face without the 'AHHH!' sound and turn my face to the right, Kangrong is coming to sit with me(don't think too much, it's just because we're friends). He saw my face, then I quickly close my mouth, and he pretend that he see nothing. - Epic fail )):

Today I slipped so many times... Twice in the train, twice in the bus and once in the shower D:
Please do not laugh at me, I know I'm lousy. ):

YANTING.

NP Alumni Band.

2010-09-21T04:48:00.003+08:00

Omg! Haha..

I found Alumni's website suddenly..
It looks cute xDD
http://www.freewebs.com/npcbalumni/

Holidays

2010-09-04T14:27:00.002+08:00

Listing the things that I wanna do in my coming 6 weeks holidays;

1. Cataloginggg - must finish

2. Dad's office work

3. Making a dinner with my sis

4. Outing with u guys

5. Outing with my cousin

6. Outing with old friends - Qianling, bbanx, etc..

7. T-Shirt reconstructing :D

8. a Job

Yanting.

Regretted

2010-08-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

Perhaps a wrong one.

Lovation!~

2010-08-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

Its going..

Deeper.. and deeper..

A choice was made.

Thank you very much,

Yanting.

SIBF

2010-07-26T02:25:00.003+08:00

23 July 2010;

It's my first time participating in SIBF, first time performing in RP and first time feeling calm on stage. It must be due to the number of times of me exposing myself to public that caused me to immune to the usual stress and pressure that I always have it on stage last time. I feel so great, and hope for an improvement on it :D

After the competition, I felt so released and started getting high! I kept running towards to people who are trying to take nice photos and crash them! xDD

When we're back to school, Henry announced the results, and we got... SILVER! :D

Then after everything, the horn section went back to the apartment and slack. We are staying over in an apartment together like a small family. The feeling is so great, and once again we had tighten our bond with each other. We eat, sleep and play like a family. This feeling is just like what I had dreamed of having last time; living with friends and without parents. The maximum freedom I can have. I love it! I love them! I love my section! & I love the band too!

24 July 2010;

Went to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice with Ben, Gary Chew, Gary Lim, Henry and Qiuyi. The movie is nice :D

25 July 2010;

Wanted to book Star Cruise today, but the shop didn't open on Sundays, so my family and I went shopping instead (actually only my Mom and I did the shopping part). My mom bought 2 Tops and I bought a Dress! Mummy says that it looks good on me, and I like it alot! hahas.

However, mummy says its for my uncle's wedding, which is on 10/10/10. How am I supposed to wait till October? It's still July now! Oh my gosh

Nevermind, I bet my mom surely knows that I won't wait till that day, she knows me well enough :D

YANTING

YAY!

Good news!

2010-07-15T14:16:00.001+08:00

My New Paxman 4X with Cup4C had finally arrived :D

Bought a $69.90 heels with a discount at $50 :3

My Blogg

2010-07-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

My Blog is dead ):

Fuck my life.

2010-07-12T23:27:00.012+08:00

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck x1000000000000!

I Hate percussion section for making my life so bloody difficult!

I'm just too emotional to be a librarian.

Planning to quit librarian after SIBF; considering.

Everything is just

FML

Yanting;

EIGHTEEN!

2010-06-26T03:04:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm Yanting! Today is the first day of myself being 18!

My here are my wishes;-

1. Be mature
2. Think more but not too much
3. Improve my sightreading and tone for french horn
4. Concentrate more on studies
5. Balance everything with studies
6. Grow taller and slimmer
7. NPBand's attendence gets better
8. SIBF gets better than bronze(:

That's all. I know I'm greedy. hahas

But who's not? :D

Lastly, Happy 18th Birthday to myself!

Grats for living on Earth for 18 years! Haha

YANTING{

/is Eighteen today}

Yanting

2010-06-25T03:01:00.003+08:00

Tonight is a paiseh night, but it makes me laughed alot :D

Matured guys are just so cool and loving. I felt so bimbo suddenly for being crazy over cool matured and talented guys.

Love My Horn Sectionsssssss Deep deep! (:

{edit}

Love * deep deep. Just enjoy being together with * , be it in crowd or alone.

I Love You!

{/edit}

Sad sia.. My mouthpiece is gonna arrive late, coz the rim is currently out of stock. Really looking forward to receive it/try it/season it and even show off to people. haha! However, that will be like don't know when. Enthu sia~

YANTING{

/i'm turning 18 soon}

Laughters.

2010-06-22T02:56:00.003+08:00

I did a reflection on myself, my laughters. Why is it so fake?

I realised that I'd laughed more since I joined poly, but that's because most of my laughters are fake. I really wanted to laugh, but I duno how to laugh so just give it a fake one. I guess fake laughters are irritating, right?

Everytime, while watch comedy with my family at home, I laughed, but my mom always says that my laughters are so fake. After so long, until today, then I realised that my laughters are really that fake until I, myself, cannot take it either. Sorry people if you have been tolerating this for such a long time.

Its not an emo post anyway.. I'm not emo at all. Just feel that it's time for me to change! I should be just myself, not giving fake expressions, emotions, laughters, etc.. not saying my expressions and emotions are fake lah.. Just to make it exaggerating d:

Yeah, so from now on, I won't laugh if I can't laugh, not gonna give any fake ones anymore. And don't call me an emo just because I can't laugh hor.

Just to remind you guys again; This is NOT an Emo post!

I'm so Happy, 'cause I'm turning 18! Thanks.

YANTING :D

Yes! My new mouthpiece!

2010-06-20T17:00:00.003+08:00

My uncle finally ordered for me my new mouthpiece;

Paxman 4X with Cup 4C

Specs:

Rim - 4.00mm

Bore - 4.50mm

Cup Depth - Deep

Internal Diameter Cup - 17.78mm

Happy sia.. Hope that it can arrive before next Sunday :D

Where is the peace?

2010-06-10T01:22:00.003+08:00

No privacy at home at all. The only place that I found with privacy at home is the Toilet. pathetic uh? Bedroom is just a place for me to print my notes and for me to sleep that's all. I don't even change clothes in my room, I do it in the toilet. That's all thanks to the pig who guards my desktop in my room 24/7. Everytime before and after bathing, I feel the mental threat of going into my room to take or put my stuff. It's my room, and I don't even dare to step in! Same thing goes to sleeping time. I felt totally demoralised by that pig. Can't even study in my room, she'll on loud music to chase me off. So basically, other than sleeping, printing and changing of clothes, I did everything in the living room.

Preparing for exams and facing this cold war at the same time, its double the amount of stress I should be having, man! Because of this, I can't sleep at night, have to rot for hours before I can enter lalaland. Even if I'm tired like crap, I still can't sleep! Thought of buying sleeping pills, but it's unhealthy, right? This seriously sucks.

Ohyah. I'd talked to my mom about it this afternoon, and I caught her being biased. I told her that I seriously feel that I dun have any privacy At ALL, and the reply she gave is, "Shhh! That's because you're selfish!" I was surprised that she gave me a reply like this, so I questioned her who's the one being selfish, quoting her with evidence. For a moment, she doesn't know how to reply, so she fake laugh. Then she said this "She(my sis) is like that what?.." So she meant that my sis's characteristic is like that and hard to change, so she want me to change myself and adjust to her characteristic? Sorry, knowing what's right and what's wrong, I won't change a single thing 'bout myself just because of her.

Yes, we are having a cold war which lasted for almost 4 days alrdy, and it will never end unless she has self-reflected and apologised to me. Sorry if you think that this is demanding, but I think I have the right to demand an apology from her.

Anyway.. Good news to me, I had successfully persuaded my mom to allow me to move All computers to the living room so that I can have my privacy in my own beloved room. I can finally shut my door and study alone inside. Its all a ever wanted. I wanted this more than a french horn. I'm so looking forward to that day. However, I think moving it out to the living room will affect her relationship with daddy. Because she always on loud music without using headphone or earpieces and my dad coming back from work, all he ever wanted is just an hour of tv before sleeping, if my sis on music at this timing, my dad will ask her to lower the volume and of course she won't listen until my dad raise his voice. Being the self-centered her, she will only curse and swear but not thinking for daddy.

Uhh.. I think I'm abit selfish here also, but I don't care! I want my privacy badly! I want my rights! And don't wanna be controlled by someone who's so uneducated like her!! Seriously, I feel like pasting a sign "Pigs are not allowed to Enter" on my door after the comps have been shifted to living room. Doesn't matter if it worsen our relationships, but I'm seriously not gonna treat her as my sister anymore, Imma treat her invisible. I'm alrdy doing so right now.

Okay, maybe I should not paste the sign on the door, cause I will have to apologise to her in the end, But I'll still won't allow her to enter. If she ever dare to step in to my bed(paradise), I will immediately paste the sign.

Last of all, I don't know why am I starting to hate her. I feel irritated hearing her voice, and displeased seeing her face. No, I mean annoyed hearing every single sound produced by her, and hatred seeing everything about her. That's it, that's the end.

- Pigs are mend to be killed -

YANTING.

freaking hell.

2010-06-09T03:33:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I'd nvr seen anyone even more dumb than her.

Living together with her will cost half of my life!

I dun understand why ppl all praise her smart when she can do things like;

- offing the wrong switch without checking. (I swoop the modem plug with the desktop's one because I nidda check sth. In the end, she shut down the com and off the MODEM switch. I lost connectivity all of a sudden. Obviously, everyone can tell that there's a change of the plugs' position because one is black and one is white!)

- She off the switch while I was printing my notes halfway, and the paper was stuck in the middle. (I have to reprint my notes because of her! damn bloody wasted my time! My printer was just beside her all along. And she 24/7 guarding my desktop which is just beside the printer, She doesn't know that they all share the same socket/switch? Nonsense!)

Seriously, I think I will die at the age of 50 because of her.

YANTING.

Vomit blood.

2010-06-07T04:47:00.008+08:00

Ccb , HOW AM I GONNA TAG HEART MAN.
CB SAY WAD SOMETIME GOT SOMETIME NO HAVE?
I THINK HOR IS DUN EVEN HAVE LORS-'-
CB . NEVER EVEN SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME .
I KNOW WAD U WAN SAY LA. JUST A GAME NIA WAD!
HARNARHS HARNARHS I CHILDISH DOMINANT ATTITUDE.
SELFISH? OMG I THINK MOST SELFISH IS URSELF PLS.
CAUSE OF U CHANGE?OMG PLS WHO U MAN!
U KNOW THAT I WILL TAG HEART , AND U MOVED THE COMP
I KNOW THIS UR ROOM SO? IF I ASK U MOVE THE BOTH COMP.
U 100% SURE SAY WHY MUST I , THIS MY COMP WAD .
SAY PUT TGT THE COMP ALSO UR IDEA . COMPLAINT I PLAY COMP AWHILE U SLEEPING.SO I USED EARPIECE . NOW SAY WAD MY THING NOT ENOUGH SPACE
YA LA YA LA U JUST WANTED TO MOVE THAT COMP JIU DUI LE LA .
LJ TELL MOTHER LA LIKE I CARE MEH . ASK HER SCOLD ME MAN!
PLS LA . WADDEVER THEY SCOLD I ALSO DC .

- quoted from weiting(my sis)

1 ccb, 2 cb, 1 lj used in your post.

It's like getting 1 A1, 2 B3, 1 C5 for O Level Vulgarity Exam, L1R4 - 16 (Singlish; B4)

Yes. She's refering to me. scolding me using horrible English and professional Foul language.

Shan't explain what happened. But I'm pretty sure that I'd did nth wrong, because I won't feel guilty but she will(not now though). Shall express my anger and thoughts part by part from her junk.

"Sometime have sometime dun have", I'd tried everything before u came back home. I'm sure that there's internet connection after i move the comp to ur room before dinner. however, i tried again after dinner, there's no connectivity. so i reset the IP Address for that comp, and the connection is back again. To double check, I restarted again, the connection loss again. I'd tried so many times and everything I can do, but it just dun have connection. Telling you so much, you also wont understand, 'cause u're just a computer idiot.

"Never even spare a thought for me", the most profound phrase in ur entire junk. If i didn't spare a thought for u, I wouldn't had move that comp(which belongs to u) to my room, on my table. Now my table consist of My comp, Your comp and a print, no more space for me to put my books and etc. Everything that ppl put on table, I have to put it on the floor, just because of getting ur comp(which u seldom use in the past) to have a damn bloody connection! When I finally found a corner on my table to pile my stuff, you bring in ur things to pile there to.. when I remove ur things to pile mine tgt, you complain! what the freaking hell are u thinking, ur table is so empty, go pile ur stuff there lah! Come here pile on my stuff and still complain messy and occupy space.

"Omg I think most selfish is urself pls.", English standard - F9. Please think again, read my thoughts above, compare who's more selfish?

"U KNOW THAT I WILL TAG HEART , AND U MOVED THE COMP I KNOW THIS UR ROOM SO? IF I ASK U MOVE THE BOTH COMP. U 100% SURE SAY WHY MUST I , THIS MY COMP WAD .", Hello! You think everyone does things with motive like you is it? And Think! If though ur desk is empty, but does it have enough space for 2 comps, 1 printer and 1 modem?! DUMB! Furthermore, even though that is my comp, but do you think I have any opportunity to touch it with you guarding it 24/7?! asssss.

"SAY PUT TGT THE COMP ALSO UR IDEA . COMPLAINT I PLAY COMP AWHILE U SLEEPING.SO I USED EARPIECE . NOW SAY WAD MY THING NOT ENOUGH SPACE YA LA YA LA U JUST WANTED TO MOVE THAT COMP JIU DUI LE LA .", putting the comps tgt is also bcuz u complaint that ur comp has no internet in ur room last time! And can't u tell that I seriously have no place to put my stuff tidily, you 24/7 sitting in front of my comp, you really nvr notice? omg! you're seriously blind.

"LJ TELL MOTHER LA LIKE I CARE MEH . ASK HER SCOLD ME MAN!

PLS LA . WADDEVER THEY SCOLD I ALSO DC", I also know telling her is useless. She's the one who spoilt you. Defiance! You will never learn your lesson until when something really happens to you. Knowing what's the best for you, I'm waiting for that something to happen.

Now because of you, I broke my chain of optimistic post!

You better not think that you're tormented just because you didn't talk back like last time to me and mummy. Better learn to reflect yourself after every incident.

`What a horrible kid.

YANTING.

Happy birthday Ivana!

2010-06-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

Summary: Today We went Island Creamery to celebrate Ivana's birthday :D

Opinion: We're more than just a section.

Reflection: I think we're the most bonded section. can we have the most bonded award? :D

Yanting<3

New blogskin finally

2010-05-31T19:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah! New blogskin :D

Nothing to say, but I'm stressed.

I'm going crazy! Or maybe I'm alrdy crazy.

I'm gonna explode soon!

I wish I can relinquish and get my freedom back,

putting an end to all these constraints.

I wanna get my life back!

Noo..! Where are my fairytails?!

;YANTING

Still blogging

2010-05-22T03:05:00.004+08:00

Updated my playlist for this blog ;D

Later going for sectionals and horn outing to celebrate Qiuyi's birthday. I'm so looking forward to it!

Yanting.

Random .

2010-05-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. I'd just realised that I'm not blogging as often as last year. Should I Continue blogging daily? and I wanna change my blogskin again~ but no time ):

YANTING

posted.

To ALL Hornists and QMs.

2010-05-16T13:37:00.004+08:00

This is how we should oil our horn,

This is for Hinged Connecting Rod

This is for Ball & Socket Connecting Rod

Don't ever think that you can use Rotor Oil for all horn parts, different oils serve different purpose. A proper oiling system is thus very important.

For more information on how to maintain your horn well, please click on the link below:

http://www.paxman.co.uk/pages/horncentre/hornmaintenance.html

YANTING.

What the Poo.

2010-05-12T01:29:00.003+08:00

Haiyo! Nvr let you, you say you give up. Let you alrdy, you say you dun wan. Make up your mind! You dun wan, I'll take it alrdy uh! Abit too late alrdy though..

My homeworksss are piling up. And I'm still really procrastinating. However, if I dun procrastinate abit, I'll not having life man.. Aiya! To cut it short, band is taking up too much of my time and energy. Though I'm willing to invest them into band, but I think my grades are gonna be sacrificed unwillingly. Quit committee? - I wish. but No no no.. That's too selfish and irresponsible. I'm not gonna throw saikang to innocent ppl.. But lets hope that I'm still able to kope with everything. Am i Optimistic enough? ;D

YANTING.

Things to complete.

2010-05-04T01:14:00.002+08:00

- Sms Mr Tan to Comfirm SIBF pieces.

- Print "March Willing and Able" Clarinet part.

- Meet SL for Audition Scores.

- Ask Uncle to helping to buy new mouthpiece.

- Decide which horn brand and model to buy.

>> Considering Conn horns.

Show you all something chio :D

~ Conn 8DRS(click)

~ Conn 10DRS(click)

~ Conn 11DRS(click)

YANTING.

To my Beloved Bestfriend.

2010-05-02T14:58:00.003+08:00

I'm glad that you'd really face and overcome the problem yourself. You're doing the right thing now. Its time for that person to face himself, don't worry, because I know he will overcome it after sometime. I'm sure he had definitely been through this before, and what he need now is Time. You're so strong. I'm so happy to have you as my friend.

YANTING(:

Lots of things.

2010-05-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

Ytd.. Long day.. the Day damn long. LOLOL

1 - 5pm >> having I&E lessons + rot ~ damn bored.

5 - 6pm >> dinner

6 - 7pm >> band SL & Committee meeting

7 - 8.30pm >> travelling to peihwa sec (for juniors' graduation concert)

8.30 - 10pm >> watch the graduation concert (damn touching, i really wanna cry.. my tears almost dripped down TT)

10 - 11.30pm >> eat + chat with my horn juniors (love then diip diip)

Today.. when for jap steamboat buffet in the afternoon.. then movie.. watched "IP Man2", quite nice :D

after that.. as usual.. Arcade........... then travel to AMK.. bought bubble tea and wanted to play LAN, in the end its full.. so we arcade again(qiuyi went home).. after arcade, all went home, gayC ps us to continue arcade with his frens.. then i buy a ring alrdy then go home :D

Qiuyi, you'd finally made up your mind. Whatever decision you make, I will support you. Because I really love you as my friend, and I cant lose you. LOVE can be selfish. I'm being selfish because I love my friends and family more than anyone else, and I'll always be biased towards my friends than anyone else. That's what I choose to love.
Kaiting, I really hope that you can stay in band, 'cause I still feel that you have feelings for band, music and horns. I do wish that you can be stronger and face the challenge that you're facing at that point of time, or even now, and not escaping it by quitting band.

You might or might not read this, or you might even ignore/pretend that u nvr read this message before. Regardless of whatever decision you make, I love you and hereby wishing you all the best for your future endeavors.

YANTING.

I Want I Want!

2010-04-27T01:10:00.003+08:00

I wanna buy NEW MOUTHPIECE~ [had been dragging for so long]

I wanna buy NEW WATER BOTTLE~

I wanna buy NEW BAG and CLOTHES~

Yanting.

Stress again.

2010-04-22T23:21:00.010+08:00

I feel like crying, I feel like crying, I really feel like crying now!! TT

I cant take that amount of stress anymore..

I duno why am I stressed when I'm in band, but not during the practices.

I dun see anything for me to be stressed about except for studies.

I dun see why am I stress when my job is basically just giving out and collecting scores only. Its totally nothing as compared to the job of being President, Admin Librarian and QMs. Yet, I'm alrdy starting to show black faces to people who're trying to disturb me while I'm doing my job. The 'ME' last time will nvr do that to her friends one.

I'm changing.

I'm starting to behave like dionk.

Sometimes, I really feel like giving up, but I won't give up(just like dionk). This is just the beginning of sem, I can't just give up like this, and maybe I'll get use to it one day.

Hopefully the band wont hate me like how they hate dionk.

I really don't wish to be like dionk, I hate her!

I dun wish to tell ppl that I'm that stressed, coz I think its sth shameful to do. But I really wish to find a place for me to dump all my unwanted feelings there, and the place is here.

Sorry for showing my black face just now/every prac.

Gomenasai!

-YANTING.

Maybe I should plan to give up on him and start concentrating on my job and studies.

Alot of things to say.

2010-04-21T13:03:00.005+08:00

I have so many thoughts in mind, and so many things that I wanna share here, but I'm lazy and I can't share some of it too.

Nevermind, then I shall just share with u guys what I really wanted;

- New mouthpiece

- Personal French Horn

- Private Horn Tutor

- More Tops

- More Bottoms

- More Dress (nah..)

- More Shoes

- More money $_$

- Learn to wear skirts. Wahahas! :X

YANTING.

I didn't know it.

2010-04-18T01:07:00.007+08:00

SL! Hire Leon Lim please~

He's good in teaching~

I want you to hire him coz he's pro! not because I like him, u baka!

Okay, I shall admit that I like him, but as tutor only.

I was kinda disappointed when you said,

"must think for the good of the section, not just because you like him lol"

Okays, I must agree the part where u said "must think for the good of the section", 'coz u're SL.

But I'm super unhappy that u think I like him that's y i asked u to hire him! Zzz..

baka baka baka! won't talk to u tmr! Hmph! and maybe on monday, unless no choice. HMPHH! <<- childish act :x

Haa! chill yanting! maybe he's jealous, that's why he said those stuff. LOL!

*Chilled*

YANTING.

ultimate paiseh day ;S

2010-04-17T02:10:00.014+08:00

Today i went to band and do cataloging. When i'm done with cataloging in the band room, i asked QM for storeroom keys. After i took the key, i straight away went to try and open the bandroom door when i'm actually still inside bandroom, and the door actually is opened.
Then the QM saw me and he shout "Ehh! What are u trying to do?!"
Then i look at him, then look at the key again and question, "ehh.. ya hor? What am i trying to do?"

>>using storeroom keys and open bandroom door - pwned

And after that, when all scores are kept properly in the cupboard alrdy, I locked the storeroom and kept the key first, ‘coz I wanna pee~ However, after I’m done, I got back to the bandroom and grab my bag and go without passing back the key to QM. When I reached the bus-stop opposite NP, then I rmb that I haven’t return the key. So I went back to the bandroom just to return one stupid key.

>>run back and fore just to return a small key - pwned

When on my way home before meeting for movie, I have to take bus 804 home from yishun interchange. However, because from far I tot I saw bus 804, so I ran and boarded it. End up, it’s actually bus 806; I realized that I’d took the wrong bus only when I’d reached a totally unfamiliar place in yishun. Silly enough huh =S

>>took wrong bus home - totally pwned

After movie, we decided to go home coz it’s late. On my way home, some of them took the same train as me and I poke a guy who scared of ppl poking him. Then he wanna bully me back, but one of my other friend says, “ehh dun play here.”
Then i say "ya lor! this is train!”
and he say "no? this is a mrt?"
then i replied "mrt the 'T' stands for train mah~"
and he shoot back, "NOO?! T is for transit lah! u phail! haha"

>>saying the 'T' in 'MRT' stands for train - pwned

When the train stops at yiochukang, 2 of my frens alrdy alighted, leaving only me and another guy. Then I was telling him about the bandroom thingy and the train stops again and the doors open.
So I quickly tell him "ehh reach alrdy. byebye i alight liaos"
and he asked "reached alrdy? so fast meh?!"
Then i got out of the MRT and saw its ‘Khatib’,
so I ran back and said "no eh! its khatib! hehe"

>>almost alighted at wrong station and ran back to train again - pwned

Can you imagine doing these much of paiseh things in a day? – I totally pwned myself today.

YANTING

is gg-fied.

Sometimes I feel that you're ok with me, but sometimes I feel that you're kinda avoiding me.
Whenever I'm directly in front of you, I dare not look straight at your face and into your eyes. Whenever you're back facing me, I'll have the urge of running towards you and hug you tightly from the back.
Everytime before I'm asleep, I'll think of you, imagine if one day we're gonna be together and smile to myself and sleep.

Librarian's miserable life.

2010-04-16T00:07:00.001+08:00

Did alot of sai kang recently. I'm stress and tired. Bye.

-Yanting

Cataloging. (14/4/10)

2010-04-15T04:56:00.016+08:00

Librarian's job is really sai kang D:

Did cataloging since I woke up(ard 5pm) today until 12am+..

Including checking of borrowed scores from NYP..

Librarian's sai kang is rather sian.. but the more I do, the more I feel that she sucks.. Judging from the leftover pieces of shit she had left for me, she sucks to the core.

edogjuerklrhgklueotguc rejg lrejg lejrl gjjktgoiutgvuitvno he g jgljgl krej glwergj ;erjglkerg jewtkv jl;k lkvwrjkjjfljglk jglerjgl ierwj hlgerjlg; ejrg;lerjw;glrej;hjoijower lhj;p2touhyjp eorjh'q 1p3uhjpqeru hjpqroehju oierh; elerkj lgerjgru eurlekr hlgerj glrej gpg uerpkj glkergjlerj gligu pe.kfrgk lehlgre lgerjglekrjg rugperug irweg oireuwgpo iurego rewoyuryui phouyo erupgo k gjrej g;erjg; erkj glerj glerj glkerj glkerjlgej lge er;g k;erkg ;erk; gk;lerkg ;lerkg;re gk;erlk g urepguerpo gierpog poerigoprei pgoerwigtp oreiporeiotp ieropti operuopyt urpierwugtierwtu ewru tewu d,k glg rgeg jperj pgoergp repogt erpt iperot ipt[wpe itpo43itopweitg eroupoy eirt pot poewti [oit operit operit operit poerit poeriw pterpoti operti opre itpoert peript ieropt irope tpewirut pewrut pwerut oiuer yoiwer/ ytuoihyoi tiouy pue ryueroy iupetru pieuypte upiptoe woitueoiwuew trthrtwefo
-These are the things that i wanted to say and scold
but better not do it here ;D

YANTING is also a librarian after all.

Yesterday (13/4/10)

2010-04-15T04:22:00.009+08:00

Was Sleeping halfway and woke up by phone.. Its Qiuyi's message!

blahblahblah.. Then I accompany her to MOE to collect her O level Cert :D

After that, we went clarkquay and bought some candies from Sticky shop, however, the candies bought are for our frens not for us :S

Then we went walking ard the whole mall, the shopping centre is really sian one can, nothing there attracts us. Then we walk into one cute shop, and I bought Emotion Expressions Clips there. They are damn cute! We discussed awhile who is which emotion until we happy alrdy then I pay up at cashier. Wahahas! xD

Show you picture of the Sticky sweets and the Clips. Make you jealous ;D

After that, we went Vivocity to Window shop and saw quite alot of stuff we wanted, but no money to buy D:

However, I'm rather happy and we really enjoyed ourselves that day.

Qiuyi loves Yanting & Yanting loves Qiuyi too.

YANTING(:

Twelfth of April, 2010

2010-04-13T03:15:00.002+08:00

Today, Meet Kelly and Serena for lunch. Then cab to band; Cab fee: $17.65.. Then I pay him 20 bucks and asked him to keep the change. He must be lucky, I seldom give so much tips one.. Just that I feel like giving him tips, that's y i give ;D

Yeahh! Today band rite.. CHARISSA and QIUYI came!! I'm so happy can! Seeing more ppl coming to band prac is the happiest thing in band(for npcb only) :X Finally after so many practices, we can play all 4 horn parts ;D

Then after that we went for supper at KAP again~ It's like part of our culture alrdy, after band practices = KAP ;D

At first when we all are settled down, sihui was sitting beside me, gary is opposite sihui, and henry & jianshen is opposite me, but jianshen nearer i think. Then gary requested to change seat with jianshen with a stupid reason; he wanna kope my fries 'coz i usually cannot finish them one.. Then he really kope alot leh~ Until left with half alrdy, then I realized that he's really koping. lol! And still bet that I cant finish that half. even more LOL! I really can't finish, 'cuz it's too salty ;D After that Henry, Sihui, Jianshen and Gary all bought Ice cream cone, I didn't. Dun tell u the reason ;D

After that we all went home.. and suayly, I boarded the bus with ppl vomited in the middle-back of the bus, and the whole bus STINKS! eewk~ *puke* ;o

Oh yeah! I've 62 Sweetbox's songs in my lappy! <3

neh neh ni pu pu! you don't have =P

Jealous? - Yes.

YANTING :D

New Blogskin again! :D

2010-04-12T04:29:00.011+08:00

Hohoho! Everyone~ I'd changed my blogskin again :D

Hope you all know how to navigate :X

Anyway, This is what chorchor says;

- in music, if u got good ppl to work with.. treasure them (Gary Lim and Mengxuan, I shall treasure you ;D)
- have the courage to just do it and play because u can afford to make mistakes ..its ok. just play and learn
- when u practice..have the mindset of being the lousiest horn player in the world
- when u perform, have the mindset that u are the BEST in the world
- must know when to switch ur mindset..
- rmb when u practice until u very sian..feel very lousy..remember, there will always be someone LOUSIER THAN U!! HAHA

Now I know why are my juniors all became motivated to play after being taught by him. I really wish that he can be my horn tutor ):

He really motivates people to play ;D

I'm so going to make him our horn tutor, since he's interested also, after knowing Mr Tan Aik Kee is our conductor. Wahahas! Hope to see you soon :D

YANTING

must play her horn well.

Everyone's Doing it ;D

2010-04-10T23:18:00.005+08:00

hohoho. It's been long since my last post was post; Five days ago.

Since I also have nothing to post, I shall share with u this video which my fren shown me ;D

YANTING

is being missed ;D

2nd time.

2010-04-05T03:46:00.003+08:00

Incidents happen. This is the second time in my entire life not feeling enthusiastic for band, or not looking forward to the band practice. The first time is last Saturday. I really don't know why.
Guiltiness is the possible reason.

Yanting
sucks.

Decision.

2010-03-31T01:43:00.002+08:00

A decision have been made by Yanting.

I'm so going to buy Paxman AS-18, "Heavycup" Cup 20.

hohohos. It's around GBP£70, which is SGD$140++..

However, neither my parents nor I have Paypal acc ._.

The only solution I can think of is to ask my uncle to buy for me first, then i pay him ;D

YANTING.

The Saturday yesterday was great :D

2010-03-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Had a Mus'art youth band practice ytd.. Then after that went to eat dinner at Northpoint with Ben, Bel, Gay, Gary, Hen, Shen and Hui.. I was more than merrier that they are willing to stay over in my house :D

The guys played poker the whole night =S

and they played halo with me in the morning.. I Lose :D

I got dizzy after 1 game.. duno why am I always like that if I play this kind of games =S

Shitzy crap me. Why?? Just because of the two days?! Now I'm reconsidering a decision that I'd made that time and was alrdy trying to work towards it.. Why am I ... ? ):

but more of less, I guess it's still better to stick to the decision that I'd made DD:

YANTING

Mouthpieces.

2010-03-27T04:15:00.005+08:00

Mouthpieces;

http://www.corno.de/schmid/deu-eng/mouthpieces.htm

http://www.horncups.com/range.htm

Information;

Tutor says:
*schmid is more bowl
*paxman produces smooth sound for me
*velvety
*v singing like
*i got the funnel one
*darker sound
*but requires ALOT of energy
*which one?
*i dont know leh
Me say: thicker rim better or thinner better?
Tutor says:
*depends whether u want endurance or flexiblity
*thicker rim more cushion= endurance
*thinner = more space = flexible
Me say: flexible meaning flexiblity to reach high and low notes?
Tutor says:
*flexible meaning more of cleaner transitions between notes n articulations
*endurance is..play long not tired haha
*actually..see ur lips thick or thin
Me say:
*i wan a dark sound
*but can play bright sound when needed also
Tutor says: a good alex horn/ walter monnig may help haha
Me say: i think i prefer dark sound more
Tutor says: haha american sound
Me say: erm.. may i know whether what kind of sound will and shallow cup and a deep cup mouthpiece produce?
Tutor says:
*shallow easier to play bright and high
*deep easier to play low and dark
*if u are shallow and bowl then (Y)
*u can play v high and nicely easily
*same vice versa

*//note: this is not my private tutor.

YANTING.

crazy thoughts

2010-03-24T02:30:00.007+08:00

I don't drink, and I don't know how to drink. Yet this week I kept having the thought of getting drunk without any reason of doing so. There's this feeling in my heart that I wanna get rid of, however, I seriously had no clue of what is the exact thing that I wanna do away with.

The feeling of depression, the feeling of despondency and the feeling of relinquishment are pressing under the control of euphoria, causing me to breakdown almost everytime people comment about me. The low self esteem and the self-absorbed me is letting everyone down.

YANTING;

It's just a post.

Catalogue.

2010-03-23T16:36:00.003+08:00

Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging Cataloging

YANTING :D

Today is having moodswing at night.

2010-03-21T01:41:00.003+08:00

i kinda emo nemo much at night today because it wasnt my day today. however, i noe tmr will be better(:

was looking though my shoutix message history just now.. and i came across this few tags which reminded me of the past just now;

" it is ok.. i will take gd care of my gf de .. ^^ nice to meet u "
" ok.. lets change den.. MY DARLING "
" ERRR. wat u tink lehz.. dear yt !! >.< "

after reading these tags, i kinda miss those days we spent tgt, it's short but still wonderful. However, i didn't tot of rewinding back to those days again, coz i noe that it'll nvr happen again. What's past, had passed. What i can do now is to improve myself, and look for someone better :D

(this 3 tags are from the same person; too bad i'll nvr find out who is it alrdy, coz i'd deleted the tagboard history alrdy. Even if you know, just keep to urself, dun spread or tell anyone. thanks)

YANTING.

New blogskin.

2010-03-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i changed my skin again :D

coz my previous skin, alot of ppl duno how to navigate.

HAHA! Nubs ;D

YANTING

Weak .

2010-03-18T03:22:00.004+08:00

hehhx.. I just realised how weak am I actually.

Today(17th march), I went bowling with humans. Then after first game only, I'd alrdy ran out of energy. End up almost every rd in 2nd game got gutter. Just 1 round only and my hand cannot take it alrdy. Secondly, my cough had lasted for 1month++ alrdy, and my right ear was blocked for 3 weeks or more. See doctor also havent recover, partially is coz the cough syrup taste disgusting and it makes me sleepy, so i nvr take my medicine after 3 days.. and now still havent recover, but i guess my right ear is clear alrdy.. Next, the veins in my feet are appearing visible on the surface now, just because I'd stood too long during the IT show.. but that was just 2 days only, and my veins are showing up.. now my feet are greenie D:

Lastly, just now while bathing, my mom off the wrong light suddenly and so she offed my bathroom light. Then I shouted, "Oiie!" immediately and almost wanted to open the door and rush out. After that, I'd realized how panic-stricken am I just because of the 3seconds of sudden darkness in the bathroom, and how scared am I alone in the dark. <-- I'm so timid :S

hehh.. I'm weak, but dont look down on me, and it doesnt mean that I'm depressed. byebye

YANTING.

Things to be done.

2010-03-17T02:18:00.006+08:00

These are the things that I wanna do, and must be done ;

- New hairstyle,

- Learn to sing in solid and powerful voice,

- buy horn.

~ Playing on horn.

` Dark sound ,

` Louder,

` Less forcing sound on higher notes,

` Confidence.

(Even though someone told u today that ur tone is dark, but dun get too complacent, 'coz scarly he got hearing problem u also duno. So just continue working towards ur goal, Jiayou!)

YANTING(:

no choice.

2010-03-16T00:58:00.003+08:00

wo mei de xuan le .

zuo chu le zhe ge jue ding jiu wu fa wan hui le. zhi yao ta men tou kai xin jiu hao.

-YANTING.

I'd got spammed.

2010-03-13T02:41:00.006+08:00

(click on image for better view)

Look! People, I'd got spammed by that chicken head Glenn. He spammed me 42 times in Facebook!! Just because I'd spammed him in msn 2 times. That's so unfair! D:

Si Glenn! You Kan Wai Mian Uhh! Watch out!

haiix..

2010-03-11T14:58:00.005+08:00

i,fjkhgkje rhgklrhgj hfkgjhdfkj ghkjfdhg kjfdhgkjd fhgkjdfhkgj

_gjhdklf ghkdfjhg jkdrhgto weut vpowuir vopwuemi ruy938 ou4v9p34u

a43u6t90urghevr oiyhoijoi3 v4htoihcio rheoiherogher jkghirjhgv ckelhvog erhvg

meor hytnohjrg vroigmrpo nutoe rjvmoirv ehyionr4 hog4ypvuep mgouerpvm

_ irehognjnevomgn ovmointjv4oj tvmoi4uyjo ivrjeoir tjohjo trjhotrjhjt

voirhnorevmirtjvhoirjthot otrjh rtj hprtjhrithjpoejgop erpogjw perogju

elfknbldfk hloejglktj hlkrhtjlkekjgptjh lkdjhkldfjhlkf jdglkerjgp;r

xprogiu oujgre hjg irgihj iroejugp reerjg lkjgkl jfdk lgjdlgj lkdfjg lk

eglkfgj gj lkdjg ljgld fjdfgj dlf gj;ldfj gl;djf gdlfk gjl;dfj gldf

dpirt guirg tirpogiupgtik pw[er904ti6pri4t9354itp

. bcOziFeLliNlo VEwitHthESAmegu YasmYbeStfr EnN.

YANTING

has a random post.

A post.

2010-03-11T01:48:00.009+08:00

Just feel like posting but duno wad to post. lols.

went to eat sushi with friends and walk and walk and shop and shop and watched a movie. The movie title is "Up in the Air". The movie is really a wake up call to people, sometimes things just don't go the way you want it to be, but the most important thing is to accept the facts as fast as possible and not to let the little little faulty affects your decision. Therefore, i feel that although the ending of the movie isn't nice, but it's really a meaningful movie to watch.

There will be lots of people who can't make it for band practice tmr, and my section is left with me alone. Not sure bout other sections, but I'm sure there will be very little amount of people who can make it for tmr's practice due to the IT Show. Great! I'm gonna take tmr's practice as training for me to boost up my confidence in playing. I hope I won't cock up my part tmr. hahas. I seems pretty optimistic, ain't I? But that's what I really thought when I knew that I'm on my own tmr(:

YANTING.

I wished that u know I Love You, but It's Okay that u duno it now.

How i Wish..

2010-03-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

hmm.. Upon reading people's blog, I kinda envy people with lovely couples and hope to get one soon. And if I ever have one, whom I really love, I wish to sit or lay beside him viewing night scenery. View and chat till we fall asleep unknowingly, and waking up next to him in the next morning with a kiss on my forehead from him (dun think dirty). That would be the sweetest thing ever!

YANTING.

Having fun :D

2010-03-09T02:20:00.006+08:00

Sat(o6/o3);

It's my 1st Mus'Art Youth practice that day. First song we played is "Yellow Mountain" and Second song is "Titanic". Qiuyi played the solo for titanic. It sounded nice :D

We went to the Chill out Party at Ben Toh's house after that. Initially, it was boring 'coz there's nth I can do except rotting there. However after some time, I finally get to play Wii! It's Nice! xD

After that, I joined in Gambling and lost $5. It wasn't my day yah. hahas.

Sun(07/03);

Went Plaza Singapura to window shop with Qiuyi, then Gary and Henry joined us for lunch and we went to window shop again. After that, Henry and Gary have to leave first because they have a performance at 6pm in the Botenic Garden, and Qiuyi & I went to buy gifts for them before going to support them in their concert. There were lots of Caucasians with dogs ard the Sympony Lake, and Qiuyi & I were quite afraid of them D:

After their performance, Qiuyi and I waited for them to keep their instruments and while they're waiting for the lorry to come, I saw somebody's case kena bird shit. OMGZXC! It's Damn DISGUSTING can! The bird shat so much. I really pity the owner, he/she must be so heartache D:

Later on, they decided to carry their instruments along, as the lorry is taking too long. We all met up with Belinda, Gary CHEW and Ben Toh for dinner. Then we went to pub at Southbridge Jazz with Sihui joining us in awhile. It was my first time going to this kind of place. It's cool :D

Belinda and Gary Lim's face turned red after drinking. hahas! - TheEnd

YANTING.

my mind just can't stop thinking about him throughout the day today

- and there it goes again.

Alot of things to say :D

2010-02-27T04:11:00.002+08:00

okok. too many things to say. good and bad, i'll say it by date ;

-monday;
was chionging my studies till 4+ almost 5 then sleep.

-tuesday;
woke up at 7 for NF exams. so i only got 2hours+ of sleep last night? then after exam, i went to loft and find sihui they all. on my way, i sms-ed jianshen whether are they in the loft, but no reply. then i went to dingdong at sihui's room, but no one open D:
so i went home.. haiix.. hahas, its okay :D
and i slept at 5am+ again coz i wanna play audition with my fren<3
and woke up at 11am+

-wednesday;
today is class chalet; It's so damn fun! probably my best chalet ever until now(:
wanted to stay another day with them ders.. but thurs got steamboat with my frens :D
treasured lots of time with them, and have sacrificied some of my sleep. so i only sleep at 6am+ and woke up at 10am+.

-thursday;
hohoho. today is my 3rd steamboat for the year.. sihui and qipeng did alot of dumbdumb things ya? xD
we celebrated blurlinda's belated bdae too. The cake is NICE <3
after that, we went to send precious melicia off from airport. everyone's gonna miss her, and i saw the girls from her section are all crying. Dun cry alrdy, she will be back(:
after that, i went back to loft, coz i had no money and my mother is lazy to come down to pay for my cab fare. shit her. however, it's okay, i got more time to bond with them(:
i changed my blogskin, and forgot to copy past my wishlist and links over to this skin. it's like handphone without contact number can~ haiix.. must find sometime to link them back and type back the wishlist.
after that, i watched ice age 3 with qipeng and henry. watched halfway, wanna sleep ._.
coz too tired, i slept without staying overnight and waking up at 7 to give sihui my support. sorry sihui. so i slept from early morning duno wad time to next day 2pm+. then sihui say henry they all say i pig D: u noe im real tired coz everyday not enough sleep?- but worth it :D

-friday;
woke up at 2pm+, and went home at 3+.. I recieved a mail from seagate that I'm chosen by the Seagate to work, Yeah! then henry wanna watch movie after that to celebrate the end of sem 2 exams :D obviously i'll go, coz i'm the join-the-crowd kind of person :3
so i went home at 3+ to take money and spare phone and when out again at 4+, then met qiuyi and garylim at 5 and the rest at ard 6. we watched wolfman, and qiuyi & blurlinda were lousy xD they both got scared by me during movie, coz i'm tired and trying to stay awake :3
then play chit chat wadeva till 11+ then go home :D
and msn, settle librarian stuff and play audi with fren. after that I recieved a mail from mus'art. at first i read, i tot they're trying to recommend me to come back again for the next audition, but after afew mins i realised i'd read wrongly, they'd accepted me xD I'd got in! So damn happy can! hopefully, qiuyi and mx got in also xD
today quite alot of good things happened to me :D

YANTING

is going to sleep.

Emotional .

2010-02-24T01:32:00.004+08:00

Thinking back bout the past; i'm gonna give it up .
And probably not gonna give myself another chance, just to prevent another tragedy.
{ this is talking about relationship }

Everytime when I feel down, I did self reflection and I'll feel that I'd grown quite abit from the past. However, the truth is I'm always stucked at the same position.

YANTING;

- being emotional is my weakness.

mohoho!

2010-02-13T02:52:00.004+08:00

New year's coming soon..

Just gonna do abit of posting now, in case i neglected it during new year and u all miss me xD

Today(12 Feb) is my OOP walkthough test[3 - 4.30pm]. The paper is not difficult, but doesn't mean it's easy. hahas. I just hope that this paper can pull up my overall marks for this module, so that I wont retain. And Qiuyi ended her test at ard 4pm.. So we went shopping after that, coz somebody who alrdy has more than enough new year clothes wanna buy hoodie and black skinny jeans + wallet. Then I wanna buy wallet. However, laopo only has $50 and I only has $20. HAHAS! so after much consideration, qiuyi only bought a wallet, and even lent me some money to buy my wallet.

THANKS LAOPO <3

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day Everyone!

Gong Xi Fai Cai Wo Ai Ni! <-- combination of cny and valentine's greeting xD

Okays, Here are some videos for ur entertainment. Hahas!

but they are all Nobody, sung by Wondergirls, dance by thai.

-Funny Dance by Thai fans-

-Aerobic Exercises using Nobody song-

Yanting(:

Dating Diversions Famous Dating Quiz

2010-02-08T02:14:00.003+08:00

Dating Diversions Famous Dating Quiz Results

Your dating personality profile:

Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile:

Stylish - You cannot put up with someone who is lacking in style. You want an original, someone with flare, someone with good taste.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Stylish
2. Liberal
3. Adventurous
4. Athletic
5. Sensual
6. Outgoing
7. Traditional
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Practical
10. Big-Hearted

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Stylish
2. Adventurous
3. Athletic
4. Wealthy/Ambitious
5. Traditional
6. Practical
7. Conservative
8. Outgoing
9. Romantic
10. Big-Hearted

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions

Dating Strengths and Weaknesses Quiz

2010-02-08T01:47:00.005+08:00

Dating Strengths and Weaknesses Quiz, Final Results

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Sense of Humor - 85.7% 2. Varied Interests - 71.4% 3. Adventurousness - 58.3% 4. Optimism - 57.1% 5. Financial Situation - 53.8%	1. Appearance - 88.9% 2. Selfishness - 63.6% 3. Insecurity - 53.8%

Dating Strengths Explained
Sense of Humor - Guys are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Varied Interests - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied interests make you available and interesting to a wider range of guys. Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life. Optimism - People are drawn to your positive outlook. Your optimism attracts others to you. Financial Situation - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid guys who are only interested in your money.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Appearance - Devoting a greater effort at making good first impressions is a must. Try to be fit and develop a style if you want to catch a guy's attention. Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to his needs. Insecurity - Your insecurity makes you doubt yourself, but you must learn to love and trust yourself if you want to succeed in dating.
Take This Dating Quiz

Seven Deadly Sins Quiz.

2010-02-08T01:17:00.002+08:00

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Sloth is the mortal sin that has done you in.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

shitty days.

2010-02-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

These few days are shitty. It's always started fine and ended up with disappointments.

I started it with a great mood and always ended either angry or sad during these 2 days. Hope it doesn't carry on to tmr.

YANTING

what a day.

2010-02-07T00:54:00.006+08:00

Friday is my presentation and my last day before Mus'Art youth audition.

That day might probably be the best day of my life. LOL!

Coz I was proven that justice is there~

Today(6th Feb), is a not so good one.

Firstly, today is the audition for mus'art, I was confident at first before going in. However, just before the audition, I overdid my practice and warm-ups. And my lips were cui. Then when I was called in, They interviewed me awhile, then asked me to play my scales. I screwed up my scales, and because of that I rushed in my audition piece. Hope that I still have a chance to get in. But if I didn't managed to get in also nvm, cause I can commit more in NPCB and I still have plenty of time to join other committee bands. Anyway, the audition time is 3 - 6pm, and we reached at 2+, went off at 5. during that time, I didn't see any other horn players other than my 2 other friends. Hopefully, I'm able to get in uhh.

Then when I reach home, out of randomness, I asked my mom to pay 1/2 for my horn if I'm buying. then she tell me that my dad said that

he Had NEVER promised me to pay any amount for my horn. and he even said that Why would I like horn uh. tot I will give up on band/horn after poly life! now still go for audition.

seems like my daddy doesn't understands me AT ALL! And
Actually he did promised me to pay ard half of the price if I'm gonna buy a horn. then after that, he said he regretted promising me that, and now he say he'd nvr promised me. WTF?! (I'd used the phrase "WHAT THE F*CK!" here)
I dun hate people for breaking promises, but I serious hate people who DENY their promises just because they wanna break their promises. FINE! Go and deny ALL you want! I'll go and earn the money by MYSELF and Shall NOT give it to you! Even my mother and my sister know that band is my ONLY interest. THAT IS WHY I JOINED BAND SINCE PRIMARY 3 TILL NOW!!
Are you stupid or what! Do u think interest is something u can say dun wan mean dun wan huh?! THINK! How will I give up band after joining it for almost 10yrs?!
bloody hell, I'm really disappointed with what u'd told my mom.

YANTING.

Librarian.

2010-02-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Today, I secretly opened up all the library cupboards and browsed through all the cupboards, I'd made a decision. A decision on things that I should do when I start serving this band as a librarian. Because I really hope to serve the band better, and I wanna change it for the better. These are the small little things that I'd planned to do;

1. Label all the Library Keys according to the cupboard, so that It makes my life and the future librarian's life easier.

2. if possible, buy book-ends for the cupboard where all the sections place their file at, so that no section will eat into the other section's area.

3. If possible, I'll upload all the Titles of the songs we have and Collect requested songs from the band.

That's all for now, hope that no one objects this =D

YANTING.

New Blogskin!

2010-02-03T02:32:00.002+08:00

Yeahhh! Finally bear to change blogskin again :3

the previous blogskin was like cool !

but not until I found this skin.

This is more cool 'coz there's iphone there xD

Wahahas! cool rite? just like me =PP

hmm.. I'd got a certain change on my appearance today..

hohohos. wanna know what's the difference? see me :X

YANTING

Sorry Committee peeps.

2010-02-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

Sorry for pulling a long face in the meeting just now. I didn't meant to do that, but because I was lack of sleep, that's why my face turn out black. Sorry..

I was rushing through my assignments last night till 4+am, and have to wake up at 7.10am today. Although my lessons ended at 12 today, but I didn't managed to take a nap after that. That's why I'm not being able to expression myself well today. Sorry..

Hope there's no misunderstandings here and there due to my face. hahas.

YANTING.

YES!

2010-02-01T01:44:00.002+08:00

yes! Yes! YES!

Thanks lots henry! you're the best.

I'm allowed to bring back my instrument home now. but i have to wait till 3, coz cryuff's lesson ends only at 3. but, I dun mind as long as i get to bring back my horn.

Thanks henry! and Cryuff.

YANTING

stressed.

2010-02-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

I'm currently facing 2 End of World.

one is OOP's 1st submission is 8.30am, which is later, and my programming sux.

however, the main End of world is this sat, It's the Mus'Art audition, the day I'd been looking forward to. I was confident in my playing for the audition at first, coz i tot the piece is quite easy, just nid abit of practice and I will do well. but unfortunately, both npcb and mus'art are having stock checking of instruments at the same time. and cryuff told me last week that I might be able to get my instrument back by monday, but I smsed him just now and his reply was "Sorry for this super late reply. Hopefully by the coming friday, you guys can start borrowing the instruments."

Wt*?! Hopefully by Friday? and the next day is my audition!

even is i really got my instrument back on friday, there's only one day of practice. How high is the possibility of me getting in to Mus'Art?!

I'm having headache, and feeling like crying now..

gotta rush through my OOP too..

should I just give up and wait till the next audition?..

YANTING.

I did something wrong today.

2010-01-31T04:05:00.003+08:00

Today, I'm supposed to chiong assignments..

but because after chatting with some band people, I got an urge to research on French horns that I might be going to buy soon.

And I spent almost half day on researching that, one-third of the day chatting and etc..

Arhhhh! Assignments!!

Save me please. My Procrastination is getting worse ):

YANTING

Wrong station.

2010-01-29T09:21:00.003+08:00

Today as usual, i woke up at 7.10am and then did the etc etc things, then daddy drive me to the yishun MRT station. then i took the Jurong East via Pasir Ris MRT. It's a long journey, so I sleep in the MRT. When it reached jurong east, i woke up and heard that it's jurong east, so I when back to lalaland since there's still one more station. When I woke up, it's in Dover already!

So I quickly alighted and when over to the other side of the MRT station to go back to Clementi then take bus 154 to school. When I reached school, I told my friends about it, then they say I blur cause dover got bus 74,which is a direct bus to our school.

Omg! I feel that I, myself is a Joke. (but is only for today)

YANTING

is so blur D:

Stupid and Idiot.

2010-01-27T20:12:00.002+08:00

if you wanna be a housewife, then Do Your Job!

Housewife ain't just about cleaning the floor, washing the clothes and scolding ur children only.

you should take care of the health and lifestyle of ur family, Not making us consume outside food for all 3 meals. Just now, ask me choose a dish for you to buy, everything I choose, you also reject. Then I ask you to decide on the dishes urself, u nag and ask me next time ownself go and buy! If you're that lazy, and since you said you preferred working to housework, Go find a job then! Ask you find job, u come out with all the excuses like "nobody will wan me", "duno how to find job" or "too used to the current lifestyle". What The Crap?!

By living a slacky lifestyle like this, you're life is totally MEANINGLESS! damn it!

Even if u're a supportive mother, but being supportive is like "which mother cant do it" lah.. I tell you, whenever my friends ask me where am I having my dinner later, I feel so disgraced. Not because my mother can't cook, it's because my mother is LAZY TO COOK!

YANTING.

changing ..

2010-01-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm changing..

My mom is changing..

Everyone's changing..

and I can't make it to change back .

what I can do now is go change for the better .

and I'm going back to the well of horn section .

not going to explore the other world anymore .

sicked of the other world alrdy .

from now on, I'm gonna throw everything back or act as I duno and start afresh.

behaving like I knew nothing.

Byebye to what I used to do for the past 2 months.

Bye

Yanting,

said byebye to it.

Hahahah ..

2010-01-21T10:53:00.004+08:00

Today's meeting with Ms Faith is cancelled,

because she's sick and on MC.

so I dun have to dabao for ~~lunch~~ dinner today liaos ~

YANTING's

3rd post for today.

hmm.. some random post.

2010-01-21T09:34:00.002+08:00

Charissa is the past SL of the horn sect.

Qiuyi is the next S of the band.

Yanting is the next L of the band.

Gary is the next SL of the horn sect.

Thus,

Charissa = Qiuyi + Yanting = Gary

SL = S + L = SL

SiaoLang = Siao + Lame = SuperLame

Yanting,

end of post.

Today is the day.

2010-01-21T08:59:00.002+08:00

Today is the Official day.

The day when I have to take responsibility for the band and the library.

The day when I have to start working with my partner and her.

The day when I have my first meeting with Ms Faith at 5pm.

The day when I have to dabao my dinner before band prac, just because of the meeting.

The day when I will be recognised as the Librarian in band.

the day when

YANTING

is probably quite sleepy.

not changing blogskin .

2010-01-20T10:26:00.002+08:00

wahh, i very long nvr change blogskin liaos.

but i feel that this blogskin is nice and i'm lazy to search for new skins & change also xD

hmm.. then last time I'd changed the blogskin is 23rd Nov 2009.

hahas. okayy, toilet break is going to end soon. Bye ~

YANTING

is as random as ever :3

librarian? secretary? section leader? hmm..

2010-01-19T01:03:00.005+08:00

hmm.. Congrats Gary for being the chosen one to sacrify for the horn section.
hahas. Gary is the Section Leader.
It's actually a post that I'd been working towards for.

and had I overdid it, such that it'd somehow gotten somebody's attention and nominated me for a lil higher but alot tougher post?
regretted? yahh.. abit. but not after faiezah's explaination.
there's afew reason to me wanting to reject the post;
1. the job is a sai kang.
2. will it affect my studies?
3. and most importantly, why am I chosen when I'd no experience in such job or no experience working under a comittee? aren't there better choices than me?

after questioning her ;
1. the job won't be really a saikang, coz there's huaiyi to help me.
2. affecting of studies, it's more on how i cope? (my answer)
3. she told me that I'm in the top of the list for selected librarians because they think that I'm 'responsible' and 'able to speak up'.

hmm.. ya, the job will be easier since it's splitted job. and not sure about the responsible part, but being able to speak up is quite true? hahas.

at least, now i have excuses to persuade me to stay in the comm(:

----------------------------------------------------------

ohh.. today went to collect section tee with mengxuan.

skip the unhappy part.

then went to sch from home and didn't made it for dinner. sorry qiuyi, I really dun meant it.

so i didn't eat for dinner and went straight to prepare present for Mr Tan and Charissa.

Hahas, at first wanted to make a card for charissa, but the card turned out damnnn super ugly. Today the design function of my brain has broke down lah, cannot blame. Seriously cannot stand the ugliness, so threw it away straight =D

lucky being the clever yanting, I used Q cards, 1 for each person, write down(thanks qiuyi, she did the writings) the messages and folded it into heart shapes(so there will be 6 hearts from our section to Charissa) and threw it into the box which contains her shirt xD

When band ended, we presented the Section Tee to Mr Tan infront of the band and kena made fun :X

Then we present it to chaissa xD

Hope u all like the shirt, alot it's abit too big.

YANTING

has to chiong CATS.

Some random emo post, 50% true only

2010-01-19T01:00:00.001+08:00

after that day, I'd finally forgotton him, I'd got rid of him, but I hardly listen to songs anymore.
trying to pick up my hobby back again :S
II'm glad to forget him, but also kinda sad for forgetting about him.
I nvr sms him anymore, neither did he sms me anymore.

But doing so can make me live happier, I think it worth it.
Sorry for being selfish =S.
sorry to that person too.

YANTING,

is also confused.

Sian before, Fun after

2010-01-17T18:12:00.003+08:00

sorry for the changing me.
i became lazy nowadays.
so i'll post things that happened ytd SHORT and SWEET.

ytd, 9am to 11am i had an Attachment for my S&W.
and after that i gotta go for my CATS project, which is super sianned coz it overlapped the time for my outing.
ya then i went to the bukit timah mall's NTUC to shop for titbits and trash bags which cost me $17++
and then went to meet them in marina barrage, end up, no one eat my stuff ):
then when i reached there, qiuyi's kite is alrdy flying high up in the sky.
however, the kite was entangled and the string got cut and the kite flew away. how sad.
but lucky, kangrong bought a kite too, it's in his bag all along.
so we tried to fly his kite, but due to the quality, the kite just can fly. the Guys kept trying and trying, and the girls who wanna try weren't given much opportunity to try. they kinda feel that girls duno how to fly kite huh.
so after trying out for hours, THEY gave up and went to play frisbee, but being stubborn, I didn't give up. hence, i carried on trying alone. Then qiuyi saw me trying alone nvr give up, so she came over and help and pei me. End up, WE FLY THE KITE FAR HIGH AND NICE!
That's to show the guys not to look down on the girls. We did it, can u? Nooot! xD
however that's after trying for about an hour or so then can. before that, the kite kept landing on other ppl. hahas! sorry ~
after kite flying, we pack our stuff and went for dinner, some went home coz it's late(:
and after that, we went home too.

The End.

YANTING(:

Ahah! New names!

2010-01-13T16:14:00.011+08:00

Today qiuyi and yanting's lessons from 2 to 5pm are boring.
so yanting being creative came out with a suggestion to kill boredom.
they decided to give their section members a new name each.
so here it goes ;

Yanting - AhLian
Qiuyi - AhMao
Gary - AhToot
Garrett - AhGirl
Mengxuan - AhMei
Charissa - AhJie
Kaiting - AhPiak

Got time then make a pic on this topic xD

{/edit }
Yanting - is called Ahlian, bcuz they say i violent?
Qiuyi - is Ahmao, bcuz she always meow~
Gary - is Ahtoot, bcuz he wear my specs and looks TO.OT
Garrett - is Ahgirl, bcuz she is my daughter, and behaving like one
Mengxuan - is Ahmei, bcuz she's charissa's Younger Sister
Charissa - is Ahjie, bcuz she's mengxuan's Elder Sister
Kaiting - is Ahpiak, bcuz she always beg ppl by clapping her hands and the sound effect of clapping hands is *Piak*
{/end of edit }

Yanting

says ciaos ~

Ahah!

2010-01-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

sorry uh.. i noe u'all have been looking forward to my post.
but i is either too many things to post about or nth to post.
and nowadays I'll be quite inactive due to the above reasons.
just wait for my performance to be over first(: